Okay, this is David. And this is an image streaming session on the 15th or something of December. I don't remember the day.

And so this morning I want to do an image streaming session around.

The healing of our relationship,

total forgiveness, resolution of anger, leading to peace, unity, and prosperity on a world scale.

Understanding

my self image being like it was again.

I see Tellman, Knutson.

His head is bald, his forehead is stern, his eyes are brown. He's got a really big beard, blue eyes. Now he's sitting in front of his computer and he looks angry.

His wife left him.

The birds are singing in the background. There's green in the back of my eyes.

I see a knife in the air. It's aimed at me. Her hands around it

aimed at my throat. I'm on my knees. I'm in a panic. She's totally lost control. Who is she?

The message is, if you don't kill yourself, she'll kill you anyway.

She blames you? I see a blue bird in front of me. It's got a black eye. It's got a golden rim around it. It's got blue feathers, it's got a beak. That's blue. How big is it? If you measured it from its feet to its head? It's about three inches. If you measured it from its beak to its tail, it's about four inches, no, six in six inches.

How much does it weigh? It weighs about, I don't know, four ounces. What's it feel like? It feels soft to the touch like feathers. What's it smell like? It smells like kinda I don't know, babies and feathers. It's got a worm in its mouth. It's ch, it's eating it.

I'm looking at its forehead. It's getting clear.

She's wondering when things are gonna be okay.

Only when we're okay.

I see myself on the ground at a pool of blood. My spirit's above my body.

The sadness hasn't cleared.

I'm in this house. I've got the I'm near the I've got a knife in my hand. My skin is cut from ear to ear,

and I'm saying there. I told you I would do it.

She wants you to buy her like you did before

and you won't.

She's making you crazy, David,

like she's putting salt on your brain. I see a salt shaker in front of me. It's got salt coming out, and it's going into a hand that's catching it. The hand is dirty.

It's in front of me. It's my own hand. There's oil and dirt on it, but oil, like coconut oil and I'm pouring salt and there's a tomato on it.

The tomato has a red, it's cut in half, so it's like a half tomato

and it's got

red. What's it smell like? It smells like spicy tomatoes. It's got chili on it. Chili pepper, like red chili pepper. I see chilies in a bag.

The bag is clear. It's got thin little chilies.

Spicy

is the answer. You're not listening, David. There's an ear. It's mine. It's on the chili peppers. There's a chili sticking out of the ear, not the ear load, but just above it. In the hole of the ear, behind that little ridge that goes off from the side of the face. Cartilage. There's an ear. It's on the chili,

on the chili bag,

and the chili bag is on blue table.

It's the table in Fair Bit Fairbanks, Alaska. The messages. Listen to your parents. You talk too much.

I see myself prostrate and I'm praying. I'm facing Jerusalem. The golden dome where the Temple of Solomon was.

There's a spirit that's descending on you. It's like a field surrounding you. What's it feel like? It feels like relaxation in the whole body. Like I took some sort of a drug that dopes out the mind. Dopey, like dopey dog.

There's like a blue field protecting me. What's outside the blue field? There's a house. Blue field extends a way while outside the house. Outside the blue field. There is angels. Outside. The angels. There is a giant evil demonn.

I'm so hurt, but I feel better already.

She's wearing a black dress like she did yesterday. She's wearing a hay hat, sunglasses, refusing to kiss you, refusing to touch you.

She has anger inside of her.

She's really been a horrible person to you since you've known her. She's been awful. She's prideful. She doesn't treat you well, doesn't believe in you, has no patience, doesn't love you when you need it, has no mercy on you, has betrayed you directly.

I see a knife on the floor. I'm laying there and the scene is reversing. My throat is coming back together. The knife is in my hand. I'm walking over and I'm putting it in the sink and I'm washing it and the blood is coming off and the head throat is healing and the mind is saying, don't do this. We need you, David.

There's a part of me and he's on the ground. He's red, he's screaming, he's pounding the floor, he's crying out. He's saying they need you. Why don't you love me? I don't understand why you won't love me.

Amani yoga, man. The yoga mat is facing Jerusalem in front of a staircase. There's wooden steps,

a message, one step at a time. There's mold on the wall, little spots of dark color. It's just mold. And the steps are made out of wood. They're about half of a foot high and they're about nine inches wide and long. They're about three feet, one meter long. 1, 2, 3. The four step is diagonal because it turns and it faces the corner, and then there's another 10 steps.

It's diagonal and it faces the room,

and now I'm up the steps. I've walked up one at a time and she's there.

She will continue to reject you. David. What you're doing is not working. I'm a total failure. It's like an engine. And it just spurts and then it explodes. That's me like a little motor that can't run anymore, and so it's steam is coming off of it and it's making a squeaking sound that's about to shut down.

I don't have much left in me.

I can't take much more rejection.

I see a towel that's folded in front of me. The towel is on some sort of a railway that's made with hands.

It's red. It's hammered into the wall with three inch nails, not three inches. That's huge. Two inches, no, an inch and a half. And the top of the nail is about two millimeters, but the towel, which is about two feet long. About three feet high. It's red. It has an image on it of a cartoon character. He's got a peach nose.

It's rounded. He's got a cowboy hat. I've seen this guy in the movies before. Picos Bill comes to mind. I don't know who that is, but I see a duck. The duck is on a pond. The pond is not safe to swim. If you look at it, the water's dirty enough to where you probably would itch all over your body for days.

And you have lily pads on the pond. On the lily pad, there's a frog. A fly is flying by the frog sticks out its tongue and wraps it around the fly and pulls it into its mouth and says there, that's what you. It jumps into the water when you walk by, cause it's scary and the duck swims away and now there's a happy face.

It's got hearts on its eyes. It's like an emoji happy face with hearts in his eyes and a big smile.

What does this have to do with the intention of the restoration and healing of the family? There's a divine miracle, like a cloud, like the heaven's opening, like a handout stretch, and it's saying you cannot heal this. There's a hole in the hand, but instead of a hole, there's an eye. The eye is shaped exactly like a perfect eye, like a feminine eye, and it's got.

A blue cornea and a red I, or not a red iris, a black iris, excuse me, with a little circular, a white part on the upper left as if the sun or light is reflecting off it and it looks like it's wet. A little bit like it's been crying and it's blinking inside the hand and it's saying, we see you. We're watching you.

Please don't hurt yourself. Redemption's coming. Redemption. I see Christ. He's got a robe on. He's got a golden sash. He's got a beard. A beard is shininess, reddish color, and his eyes are actually blue. But I see one eye. It's a single line in front of me. It's on a pyramid and it says, we're watching you.

The all seeing this, who is the one that sees all.

I see a pyramid in front of me. The pyramid is very tall. How tall is it? I don't know. I've never really seen it. It's about if a thousand people were stacked up against each other, they would reach the top. So maybe now it's not 6,000 feet. That's ridiculous. It's like a mile now. Maybe a hundred people stacked up to the very top, which is still tall cause it's 600 feet.

But that's diagonal and it's shaped like a pyramid, which is a three dimensional series of e collateral triangles.

Don't go back to Egypt again.

My heart is broken. I see a little heart shape. It's made out of gold and it's broken down the middle. It's separated. There's a chain that's broken apart. There's a creature inside the heart. The creature's got green eyes. It's inside of her heart, and it's got ears that are like jackal pointed like a cat, but it's not really fur.

It's more like skin with weird, widely hair on top of it, with eyes that are blue and it's biting and snarling.

There's a message. She doesn't know what she's done. She doesn't understand it,

neither do you. I see a golden shield, like the golden shield's enlightened and they're like lions. They're like, Fluctuating fields in front of me. The fields have shapes and writing on them, but they fluctuate too quickly to see the mine can't hold them still.

It's like you could never really take enough of the SPH off to where you can just see these things. You need more. How much more? A lot. 10 times more. And you'll be able to see them. What are they? They're the building blocks. The building blocks of what? The building blocks of the universe.

I see calmness. There's a green light in the back of my eyelids. A question poses, David, why do you continuously have this resurgence in wanting to kill yourself? You don't really want to kill yourself.

I don't know. It's because I feel so lonely. And so abandoned and rejected. I see a lake and I am in the center of the lake. It's lake, it's that lake in St. George, Utah, that ju Gunlock lake. And there's a mountain in the background where the universe engine will eventually sit the new Jerusalem in America.

And I'm sitting there and I'm saying, help. And I'm in the middle of the lake and I'm crying, but no one can hear me. I'm stuck. I can't get to the side. I'm drowning. That's how I feel.

I don't know how to win her back. I don't know why. She won't love me.

I'm swimming, and then I paddle my arms, but I'm too tired. There's something hooked to my feet and it drags me underneath. My hand is up out of the water, but I can't. I'm holding onto my breath, but I can't reach the top anymore. Then suddenly there's a hand that grips me. It's coming from a cloud. There's a cloud in midair, and there's an arm that's through it, and it's wrapped around my hand and my wrist.

He says, come.

I try to lift, but I can't. I don't have any strength in my arm. So he pulls me up. I stick my other hand on a boat that's nearby that just comes by. It's a canoe green. It's got a very fat man inside of it. He's drinking some beer.

He says, feel free to get on the canoe. I grab it with both hands, do a pull up, push myself up onto the canoe, and he starts paddling towards the shore. I'm exhausted. The sun is beating down. The sky is blue. The cloud that had the arm in it

Goes away towards heaven. I invite the spirit of prophecy today

into this.

You're doing it wrong. It's the thought that comes in mind. You know this. You know how to do this. You know this, David.

She's taking advantage of you.

She doesn't want to hurt you, but she doesn't know how not to.

I see a hat clip and there is a hat on my head.

Do not buy your son hag me again, David. It's not okay.

Don't send her an email. Don't call her. Just take a break. I see a watch in front of me. It's got a hand or it's got the gear on the side. It's golden. But it's not the gold Rolex watch. It's just got a golden face and then it's got a wristband made out of leather. Leather is reddish color, and it's got grooves in it from the skin of an animal, and it's got a clip on the back and it's on the inside of the wrist that's facing the heart, the face rather than on the outside.

What time is it? 3 0 5 and 12 seconds. There's a sun that's shining in the air. It's bright. There's an explosion on it, like an atomic bong mushroom cloud. But this is nothing nothingness like blackness. In front of me, there's a field of stars and they're close together. There's beings on them that are made of light.

There's planets, but the planets are like white fire. The materials are hotter than humans can see, but there's liquids there. However, they're compressed out of different kinds of material. It's a different kind of liquid. Unlike liquids formed on the earth, it doesn't exist in the universe. There's a ninja claw on the back of your hand, and it's facing outward, like brass knuckles, but there's a band around your hand.

It's made out of square metal.

You're punching something. What is it? There's a target in front of you. The target has a photo of David Sharp . You're hitting it with the claws. You're angry, he stole your life. There's a Sharpie pen. It's got an eraser that's pink. It says dick and an oval, and then at the front it's got the tip of the pencil and it's shaped like a hexagon.

Six sides. I see a star in front of me. It's a five pointed star and a circle facing right side up. This shape was here before the speaking of the evil ones, I see a lightning bolt, and it's coming from the clouds. It's striking the earth. I'm looking at nature. There's nothing in it that's a perfect repeating pattern on a meta scale, but on a micro scale, there are.

Patterns, but nothing is exactly the same as people assume. Human beings like to draw perfect consistencies and God likes to create perfect inconsistencies. Inside of a consistent framework. Framework, like a box, there's a box that's about six inches tall. Three feet wide, three feet long square on the top.

Looking down is long own high or it's not. So it's filled with what? It's filled with books. It's got Book of Mormons in it. There's many of them. You're giving them out at the table outside an event in Orangewood. Where is speaking at the event? He's got a shirt on with a symbol for the king kingdom of below him.

You're wearing one of those sit shirts.

But the voice in my head says, David, you're not a Jew. And I say, why not? Because you don't desire to be let it go. See myself, and there's a hand clasp and I let it go, and then the person still tries to clasp. So I take the wrist, I turn the side by the elbow, be careful. They're gonna swing with their other hand.

I do a F sound. I block the fist.

I see a bird. It's legs is wrapped around. It's not bird legs, actually. It's like an eye with retina, but it's just hanging from something. What's it hanging from? It's hanging from a hangar, like a clothes hangar. And it's an eye, but it's still alive and it's moving, like turning, like it's the eye of the clothes hanger.

And now I see an eye and a head. It's blue, and now the big circle is pushed inside, behind beautiful eyelids and beautiful skin. That's perfect. That is around her body, and it's her. She's smiling and she's saying, David, I love you. I'm so sorry. Just keep loving me and I'm gonna be okay. I need time.

I don't know how my heart's been so broken. I'm walking, there's a mountain, there's stairs that are going up the side of the mountain, several miles. There's clouds. There's a mist that I run into where I can't even see my own feet. I have to get on my knees and I have to feel the pathway and crawl up above the cloud.

I get above the cloud and there is a building there and it's got four faces and it's got windows that have a,

a red curtain, a fat roof, and a doorway. Doorways me out of wood. There's light inside of it, but I open it. And what is it? It's a man meditating, but he's blue. It's not really I don't know if it's a physical person or if it's a physical person that's surrounded by light. He says, this is Enoch. You found it.

Found it What? May 17th, 2020. You were getting ready to find it.

What? The brain is confused because that date means nothing. I see a road in front of me. The road goes up round a hill in a spiral pattern towards the top. Now I see the tip of a drill and it's pointing in towards what somebody's forehead, but they're meditating. And as the drill gets closer, the drill is evaporated to do.

Nothing in the elements are recycled into the universe. It's Enoch. And once he's saying, I am Enoch, the Enigma. Enigma 180, don't eat pig, don't eat unclean animals. It doesn't have a split hoof, neither does it chew the cut. It's unclean. It's got a curly towel. It's pooping and it's playing in its own mud.

There's a side of a mountain that's actually a volcano, and it's. And the message is the earth is angry. I see a tree growing out of the top of the volcano. There is lava that's in every direction that froze in mid-air. And the tree has its roots straight through

the lava rock, which is almost like metal. 400 million years ago.

What happened? I see a foot and there's grass surrounding it.

There's light that is winding down pathway, a human foot except for it's got fur. So it's more like the fur of a very furry human. And the pathway goes down to a stream that's flowing. There's fish that's jumping out of it and grabs one with its hand, smashes it with a rock, eats its flesh. Throws its bones back into the river and continues on his journey.

It's like a great ape. There's an ape with blue hair. He's sitting on the, his knuckles on its hands. You do not want to fight one of these no matter how much kung fu it's all a fantasy. What is all of it? Rewrite the fantasy Dave. Allow it to take time. God is blessing you, but you have to be able to see it.

Her heart isn't right. Focus on yours. Love her the way she is. She will come around

this bipolar nature of mine. It's two poles. It's a great source of strength. On the one side, it's written good, and the other side, it's written evil. The evil points towards the ground and slams into the earth. There's lightning that goes everywhere. The earth opens up, lava begins to pour out.

There's a golden key sticking into the lava into a key lock that's into the ground. How tall is it? About three feet tall. What's it smell like? It smells like sulfur burning ash.

Forgive yourself, David.

I see myself and I'm naked and there's water falling on my back.

I'm crying out.

I don't know why she won't love me. I don't understand why I did so wrong. Why am I so broken? What did I do wrong? did a lot wrong,

but I see stones in front of me. The stones say on the upper left eye. On the middle one, it says love. On the upper one it says you, and there's a giant harp that's etched into the rocks to the right of a waterfall, which is about 30 meters tall. You're standing underneath that the water is falling on top of you.

The raindrops or the drops of water are fierce. It's like a massage on your back. You're sticking your hands into the air. The water is rising in front of you. You did it Did what? Drew it together. Like your hands in the water. In a river.

You do have power statement.

There's a bird in your hand. What kind of bird is it? It's got a red face and it's got yellow eyes with black in the center. It's got white surrounding its head. Now I see a golden crane. It's wings. It's big. It's eyes are closed. It's sitting down. It's resting, but it's ready to wake up and round at any moment.

A wild animal like lion roaring that's now turned into a black panther that's got yellow eyes. At the black vertical slit and it's got mouth that is silent and it's staring very intently at a rabbit in front of it. It knows it's faster than the rabbit, but the rabbit is tricky and has holes that it can jump into and it's trying to sneak up on it, but the rabbit sees it through its right eye and is staring at a hole about 15 feet away.

He runs at the rabbit, he swipes it at the rabbit, barely misses his paw, jumps in the hole, and the very hungry Black Panther screams with his head, head up in the air

there's a snake that's around a branch and a nearby tree wrapped around.

It's got scales.

Never send a message when you're angry. Always pray.

I feel a lot better now, but I'm not totally fixed.

Oh, wow. Time for a break. All right. Okay. I feel a lot better now, but I'm still off. And so I just had my intention is to resolve this energy around the part of myself that desires to inflict harm on myself, changing it into love and forgiveness, back into unity, world, peace, prosperity, the resolution of conflicts, the restoration of attraction, the unification of the family.

Let go. David is a voice that's in my head. So I was just walking up the stairs and I just imagined myself. When I'm at dinner and I take a knife and I stab it into my chest, why am I doing it? I've lost control. Control of what? There's a steering wheel and I'm in a car and there's lights coming at me. It veers off the side of the road and falls into a river.

Why do you desire to harm yourself? There's a sun that's shining. There's a flower inside of it. It's not a flower. It's a joker. There's a joker with red eyes. It's like a demonn type character, like some core sort of very tall, sentient bug.

There's a hand in front of me and it's grabbing the signs of rope ladder that's hooked up top to a, my bag isn't in the right position.

There we go. It's hooked up to the sides of a helicopter that's black, that's got agents inside with a bulletproof vest with helmets that are green and they're made out of metal.

She's taking advantage of you and your soul doesn't like it. You're angry. She's unappreciative.

Your hands on the table. There's a knife in the back who stabbed it there she did. Pinning you to the table so you're unable to leave.

Now she's got a knife and she's stabbing it into your back and your left shoulder. You're screaming out in pain and suffering, but she feels nothing.

She's a monster.

A monster who's here to take advantage of you. I don't believe that,

David. Do you think that woman ever loved you even for one day?

I see a light and it's shining down from heaven. It's coming from a cloud, and there's a rainbow coming from it. The rainbow is ending in a pot of gold. You're there and you're lifting up the gold coins and you're thinking to yourself, I have to hide these from . Why? Cuz she'll steal them. And then when you're gonna have nothing, she'll throw you in jail for more.

I see a prison, there's a cop car, Scott, white metal doors back and a square. You're inside of it again.

She violated you again.

There's a mat. It's about a half inch thick, and you're sleeping on the floor. It's metal. It smells like urine because they won't let go to the bathroom. There's a dog, it's growling. They mistreated and whip it. It sits there and it waits to devour. It's a wolf. It's got furry ears that are furry ears that are, my mind isn't working today anyways, it's got yellow eyes and furry ears, and now it's transformed into a dog that's got more fluffy hair

and it's got its time open.

Don't give what's sacred to the dogs. There's meat in front of me at salmon. She's eating it. You're eating a whole pizza in front of her. She's taking care of herself. There's a plate that's circular. You're torturing yourself. You see the equipment, the torture equipment that you saw on the cave the other day.

You're imagining yourself sitting in a chair and she's looking at you and she's laughing. She doesn't even care at all. There's no soul. There's no heart. Her deeds are evil.

The spikes are piercing into your back and you're bleeding with the blood dripping down and draining out of a hole on the center.

Human beings have done horrible things to each other over the years. The execution are chopping off the heads of his victims. They're being beheaded for what? The testimony of Jesus.

There's somebody with a covering on his head and he's got a head chopper that's in front of him slicing off the heads of people.

We must understand that something great and evil is coming. I see a volcano in front of me. It's got a white top. Why is it white? It's white because of the ashes. It's got smoke that's coming out of the top and it's got a base that's bluish grain, that's connected to a lake that's crystal clear. That's reflecting the perfect imagery of the scenery around it.

Now the boats are starting to ride and they're starting to disturb it. Human beings.

Are not one with the stillness. What does this have to do with the resolution of conflicts? The anger is like a volcano. It erupts and destroys things, and then what does it do? It calms back down. And then the things that, the anger that it came out from lava flowed down and become rocks that people use to make jewelry.

Don't explode. Instead, change it. Change what? The energy could be changed. You're a human being. You're not a volcano, you're not a tree. Trees have the roots deep in the soil.

If you don't like where you are, then move.

I see a vine that's coming off of a tree.

You grab the vine and you swing on it. It's near the university, near the clinic at the university in San Pedro, the college, the university in San Pedro. There's a field that's down there. You're meditating and you're staring at a wall. There's a soccer field in front of you. There's benches at the very end.

The benches are made out of metal, and then there's plastic chairs that are underneath coverings, and it's a full size soccer field, like the field up by the school at the top of the road near the river, near Rio. Or apparently there's gold in the water, but you don't know how to find it because you've never used your dish.

You have your dish in front of you. It's what color is it? It's green, and it's sitting there waiting to be used to go gold mining in a river. I see myself and I'm wearing a hat. What color is the hat? The hat is gray. You're putting it on your head and it's backwards, and she's looking at you. She looks like she's really enjoying herself and having a good time.

Maybe you just need to invite her out on a date, David, and she's waiting for you.

I see myself when I'm climbing the ladder and I've, I'm climbing it with one hand and a foot, and I'm holding her as well in my arms. I'm really strong, like I've never been in this life.

There's helicopters everywhere. They're green. The sky is red. The clouds are red. There's explosions going on. There's a war. There's people on the helicopter and they're, they have machine guns and they're shooting in different directions.

What's going on? The great tribulation. There's a symbol. It's like the Nazi symbol, but it's not Nazis. It's just a symbol surrounded by red, a symbol for what's to come with the stars of China and the American flag. Everyone's unified. Where are they unified against a common enemy. What's the common enemy?

Enemy? The common em Enemy is the kingdom, the unification of faith and goodness.

Counterbalanced by false unification. You gave them good ideas. David Unity, like the Tower of Babel. A tower that's being built to have built, to have it made out of clay. That's being stacked up. There's a vice on top and it's got blue light and it's emitting in every direction. What's it doing? It's trying to bring the universes together.

What kind of technology is it? It's something that was brought from the Garden of Eden. Now, where is it? It's in the Kiva, I think is the name. The big square. Big square In Mecca. There's a stone that goes back to the Garden of Eden. They need it. What? For? That's where they bow down and pray. But why do they bow down and pray to it?

Because it's sacred to them. Why? Because someone said that it is. But why didn't somebody say that? It is? Because it actually is. The angel Gabriel is sitting in front of you and he's drawing on the table and he draws a heart and he says, mom, dad, angel. He draws a big circle around it. There's a big sun around the circle.

I see wedding ring and they're linked together and the diamonds are around. The wedding rings and there's a diamond on top. David, forgive me, she says, I wronged you. The heavens open. A pillar of fire comes down and there's a face that's trying to destroy.

I see a punching bag in front of me. It's black, it's got the wing chime, kung fu council on it. There's a dragon, or no, it's a snake and it's also a crane and it's black, and you're punching it in a corner. Learning how to use your energy for the first time. My hand is outstretched into a tonsil. On top of it, there is a nine volt battery.

Nine volt, like you stick on the tongue and then all of a sudden the pain and your joints goes away, but you have to do it right. The right side is positive. The left side is negative. That's the direction that takes the pain out of the joints, I see a joint. It's thighbone in front of me, and now the centers of the flesh are coming together on it.

They're being brought back together. The hands are being reconnected, the nerves are being reconnected, the biology is being reconstructed. There's a lake in front of me,

and the water's being pulled together. It almost looks like a flower. It's being pulled together from the signs. There's a great pillar of water in the center and on top there's a house. The house has its lights on it's cabin. Like you'd see with the cabin in the woods. It's got metal grates on the windows, and then there's a person outside and he has a shotgun and he is pointing it at what?

A rabbit that's running. It's a little white rabbit that's jumping and it jumps down a rabbit hole and what's inside. There's a green box.

The rabbit's been protecting it. It gives it intelligence. It's got red eyes. It's got a black center in its eyes. It's got a pink nose. What's it smell like? It smells not like a cat. It smells more like

a child and a hamster. I see a hamster in front of me. It's in a cage that's black. It's running in a wheel. It doesn't realize that it can't get out of the cage because the cage is all that it's ever known. It grew up in there. Sometimes it looks outside and it sees us walking, and it wonders how they're out there.

The question is, does a hamster wonder? Does it think at all? I see a star in front of me. What star is it? Orion. It's the queen of science. She's standing on the left on a stage made out of white light, and your brother's in the right are hands in the air. There's a river of fire that's coming out of us, and it's lifting the darkness out of the people.

She doesn't believe you, David, because she doesn't believe in herself. She tears you down because she feels down, builds her up, and you'll build yourself up. I see myself and I'm laying in the foundation, the bricks around a house. I'm afraid of losing her right now, and this is the problem. I see a shotgun pointed at my head and it's dissolving.

And there's an angel standing in front of it. It's got its hand it's winding it down, and it says to me something that's important. It says, David, you will no longer have the desire to hurt yourself anymore. I'm wiping it from your mind.

Have mercy and mercy will come to you. Calm down and wait. There's a river that's flowing towards me and there's evil spirits behind me. The water is catching them and carrying them off and putting them into the sea where the salt shuts down their energy.

You see an ocean in front of me.

There is a ship. It's got many sails. It's made out of wood. It's got aura sticking out of holes in the signs. It's being rode by slaves underneath on the front. There's a man, he's dressed in white. He's got golden hair, he's got a crown in his head.

He's white. The slaves are black, but they know that soon they're going to get free and they want revenge. Is he a man? And he's got a ninja suit on. He's got two swords that are samurai swords. One to the left and one of the right. He's in a front stance with his leg in the back, slightly bent, that is below a horizontal position.

Somebody's swinging a baseball bat at him and he ducks underneath. And then he has his swords to the side when he stands up.

He twists all the way around and stabs his left sword behind him into the person's heart, and the person falls to the ground. He's faster than them. Their minds don't work because they've never trained them. I see a basketball player, it's Michael Jordan. He's bouncing a basketball, looking at a free throw, and then he shoots it.

It bounces off the back and goes through the hoop. He says, be patient. I see her. She's beautiful. Her heart is hard, but it's opening. There's a flower blooming in it on every side because you're so loving and kind to her, and you never give up. I'm loving her. She says, David, I don't understand why you love me.

I'm trying to get of you. Why won't you go away? And I say, because I promised you before we were born.

But we've broken our promises to each other. She said, and I say, not anymore. Or baby, I pull her clothes. She looks at you. She's got light coming out of her. Her heart is on fire. Her soul is saying, I love you. Be patient. Please forgive me. I know I did wrong, but I just can't admit it.

I'll change. Just give me time. I see myself, I'm in a, I'm in a jacuzzi and I'm crying up in the house in Essu that has the blue pool with the roof that's made out of hay that had the punching bag that got brought from Alejandro, who was at the gym with Mandarina that did MMA back in the day when I had the big house that had four stories at the top.

it was a castle. And who was the king? It was me, but I misused the resources. There's windows in front of me and I walk inside the house and I go inside the baby room. And I'm thinking about how good it will be for Gabriel and where she is. But at the same time, I won't just wait because I feel like I am abandoned totally.

Every single day I've pain. I love her so much. I just want her to forgive me. She's such a good woman inside

and I can't make her love me, so I feel like I want to die, cuz maybe she would forgive me then and miss me again.

Oh, that's why it's there. I want her to miss me again.

I see a white horse. There's a rider on top of it. He's got a sword in his hand and is dipped in blood. He's got a crown that has many names. It's got 12 points. I'm here to save humanity.

Listen to your parents. They know what to do.

Woodward knows what to do.

I dated this today. I'm gonna post it. I don't care. I'm gonna take any images of the family off of that blog and maybe not know. They won't know who it is till later.

When I see a flock of birds, they're flying. Where are they going? To the north. They've got they're flying and they can go for very long periods of time without any food or water, but eventually they need to eat and they need to drink. How do birds drink when they're flying over the ocean?

I see a bird and it's red. It's got yellow around its eye, and the right rabbit's eye. It's got a little black circle. It's eye is black and it's flapping its wings. It's a mocking bird, but it's going so fast with the wings that you can't see 'em with the eyes. But your mind has the power to slow this down.

But you don't know how because you've lost it. Lost what? The connection to the plants.

The plants. They know what to do. Why? Because they're older than you. They've seen it. I see a field that is made out of light, the intelligence of the other world.

David, you have the secrets that nobody knows. You've locked them away inside of a box and you've turned the key because you don't want to share it because she doesn't believe in you, but she doesn't believe in you because you don't share it. When they believe in you, she'll believe in you. That's how she is.

You must learn to believe in yourself. David, you can do it. I see myself and I'm breaking free. There's change that are breaking off of me. I see some clay in front of me and the message is don't try to manipulate anymore. Let the children clay. With the clay, I'm building a table. I'm hammering some hammers at the end of two wooden planks.

They're actually, it's a bench that I'm building. It's got. One tree trunk section on the lower right and one of the lower left. It's got the benches that are shaped in a half circle, like it's like half of a tree that's cut in half vertically to where it's flat at the top. The curve part is on the bottom.

On the side. It looks like a half circle, and the tree looks like it's about how many years old. There's about 100 lines, so it's about a hundred years old. And then you're putting some sort of finish on it to make it shiny, to protect the wood. This is the color that you like for the house because you like the natural order of things or bricks, cuz the stones will keep you safe.

You're letting 'em go now.

You won't want to hurt yourself anymore. You understand? Understand what? Just wait for it.

Stay sane. David, love her. Love your children and protect them and her. Take care of her. Listen to her.

Be there for her when she's not there for you, and she will cover up.